Sunday
May 28,2012
5:10 pm


Just by checking the header of my blog will let you know how busy I've been the past few months [hahaha! chos!]. I've been busy to some of the life-threatening-breathe-taking activities like SLEEPING , EATING , TUNGANGAING , and the likes, and the oh-so-awesome result of those errands I've done is my present looks: fat fat fat fat belly-bombing looks. :'(

Before my self-pitying gets deeper, let's stop talking about my looks. haha! I am bias when it comes to this matter. hehehe! :)

Anyway, thank you for all those peeps who spared some of their time in browsing my blog/s. I may not know who you are, but I feel more than glad to know that there are some people who are interested to view my blog, [or maybe it's just out of curiosity that you checked my blog? hehe!] I'm a blogger, and I admit that I'm a lazy one. I can't keep my blogs updated for some reasons, which I don't actually know. haha! There are times that I don't feel like writing here in this account, and again, I don't know why. *sigh*

Today's Sunday, and tomorrow's gonna be another day.
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I just lost my appetite in writing. haha!
Til next time! Bye! :D

Monday
January 30,2012
1:05 PM


Yesterday was a blast! Yes, we had a very wonderful Sunday, which is the Lord's day. Personally, I enjoyed my day as I commune with my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. I was fully recharged, and my longings were all fulfilled by the ambiance and aura of everything yesterday. :) I thank God for His protection, provision, and guidance towards us, all the day long, and I'm looking forward, hoping and praying, that my Sundays will be like yesterday, or if not, it should be more blessed and enjoyable! I'm so glad to be back in a Bible Baptist Church, I felt the warmth. Weeehh!

This morning I woke up at around 8:30 am because I stayed up late last night [due to over sleeping yesterday afternoon.haha!]. I feel bad, and I can feel the pain on my lower abdomen which signifies one thing, dysmenorrhea. :( I feel itchy, gloomy, yucky, and everything. I hate this feeling of having a menstrual period because I feel so gross. Another thing is, I can't do what I want, like doing exercises, because I could feel the pumping out of the voracious blood. [eew!] So, to temporarily ease this scourging pain, I took Alaxan FR, and now, I can feel that the pain's leaving my oh-so-sexy body. [ahahaha!]

Also, me and my lil cousin Omar watched the Pinoy Horror Movie, Aswang, which stars Lovie Poe and Paulo Avelino. Hmmmm.. It has the concept of the movie Twilight, and for sure, there will be a sequel for that movie, or let me say, Aswang Saga. [ehehehe!] but then, 'twas a nice movie, and I enjoyed it, somehow. :)

Thursday
January 26,2012
9:38 PM

Hayeeeehh! Just done taking a bath, and I feel sooooooo freshhhhhhh! :D hooo! finally. [haha!] 

Yah know, we placed an order at Jollibee and received it an hour ago via Jollibee delivery, and now, the smell of those foods makes my saliva bubbly! grrrrr......

And so, to sum up every smell that passes by my oh-so-button nose,

here's the very outcome................................

Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!

Gone crazy with the colors.

argh! [goof!goof!]

♥ Ahnne ♥

Thursday
January 26,2012
7:35 AM


Uh-huh! :) I woke up today at around 4:32 am because I felt the urge of pee-ing. [thanks to my super active gall bladder who forced me to wake up that early] It has been my problem for such a long time on how to wake up early in the morning. My mama's already super mad at me because I'm used of getting up from bed at around 9-10 am, which makes me very unproductive. It's such a shame on me, you know. There's one time, that my mama needs help at around 5am, because she's preparing everything she needs for the food she's gonna cook. Unfortunately, there's no water supply on the sink, so she need to fetch a gallon of water. There, while she was carrying the half-filled gallon of water on her left hand, and the radio on the other hand [because she's fond of listening to DZAS every morning], her knees got weak while stepping down the wooden ladder-type box. BOOM! Everything slept from her hands. :( [i'm so sorry mama!] The water spilled, the radio got broken, and her buttocks got hurt. I felt so guilty upon knowing that incident because it was my fault. If only I woke up early, I was able to help mama. :( But I thank God because she doesn't need an X-ray. God healed her buttocks, and everything's ok now. But even though everything's fine, and my mama's super kind, it doesn't mean that it's still ok for me to stay longer in bed. I need to learn my lesson: Wake up early or lose my mama? Of course, I don't wanna lose my mama just because of me being a neglectful child.

Weeeehhhh!

I still haven't had my quiet time today, but I got a message from God just a few moments ago. It may just be a 2-lined message, but it means so much to me. I screen captured it, and here it is. It's from an application in FB.

I boxed it with red, and underlined the 2 lines. I was so glad upon reading this, though it's just an FB app, but I know that God can use anything or even anyone, to bring His wonderful message to His dear child. I know, everything is revealed in God's eyes, we cannot hide anything from Him. He knows the things that keeps running through my mind, He knows the causes of my anxiety, He knows my problems, He knows everything, and I really am blessed with this message He has given me because not only it renewed my strength, but it gave me a faith-boosting power for me not to be too anxious with life. Thank you so much Lord Jesus for this message that You gave me this morning. Thank you! ♥

Take care everyone, I still got lots of chores to do.
God bless!


♥ Ahnne ♥

Tuesday
January 24,2012
10:24 PM

Depression doesn't mean you don't have any reason to smile anymore. Problems may be so hard at times, but we should always remember that God will never leave us, just as He promised that He will never leave us nor forsake us. He never fails to fulfill the promises He has made, not a single one, so we need to fully entrust to Him every trial that we have, no matter how painful it may seem.

Things are getting tougher, people are getting bitter-er, but God is getting sweeter, and i love the fact that I have Him in my life. He never lets me down. NEVER.

I don't actually know what to say, but i feel depressed and disgusted and annoyed because of the things that are currently happening. I'm not mad at anybody. I just don't get why freedom is getting somewhat "priced". [ahaha!] Aren't we Filipinos freed from the invaders on June of 1898? If so, why is this happening? [ahaha! stop the drama ahnne!]

Well anyway, let's all have a goodnight sleep because tomorrow will be another great day. 

More blessings to receive and share to others.

More time to love.

More time to spend with the people in our lives.

More happiness to enjoy.

More foods to eat.

More decisions to make.

More TV shows to watch.

More problems to face.

More everything! 

See y'all tomorrow.

[Hope to wake up early, again. Just like yesterday and today.]

♥ Ahnne ♥

Tuesday
January 24,2012
5:48 AM

Yipeee! So, i woke up early today. This is the second day of me waking up early.. Wiiiiiiihhhhh! I woke up even before the sun shine in the eastern sky. I think I need a reward for this, or just a compliment. [hahaha!]

Anywayss.................................

We haven't had our group devotion and prayer time yesterday, unfortunately, because of some things that I actually don't know, but there's one thing I am sure about, that satan made the hindrances for us not to have a devotion. argh! If he won yesterday, for sure, he won't today. :) I swear. I marked it to the sea. haha..

Am looking forward for a meaningful, blessed, happy, productive day. May the spirit of laziness flee away from me, because I don't need such spirit. I just need the Holy Spirit to guide me, to enlighten my mind and give me wisdom, and God's protection all throughout the day. :)

Live a life that would glorify the Lord Jesus. :)



♥ Ahnne ♥

Monday
January 23,2012
9:50 PM

well, after eating dinner, it has been my hobby to drink a cup of coffee, or sometimes, before going to bed. Caffeine doesn't affect my sleeping cycle anyway.

As of the moment, i'm enjoying the sweet taste of Kopiko Brown. It has this soothing fragrance that makes my mouth so watery. [argh! i can feel it!] 

Thank you so much to the company who created this oh-so-yummy-super-licking-good coffee!

It's my day starter, and day ender. Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! :D

As i was trying to have a self assessment a while ago, I realized that not all the time, I depend on the people that I mingle, I mean the environment where I belong, whatever their principles are.

I thank God for His Word : the Bible, because it taught me lots of things, and I know that those things which I learned from the Holy Book are sculptured in my heart.

I do not intend to degrade, or criticize, or belittle anybody or somebody. I'm just expressing what my thoughts are, so please, don't misunderstand what I am trying to post here, ok? :)

Since I was a kid, i've been in a conservative church, where church policies, that are Bible-based, are being strictly implemented. I'm referring to the dress code. We are not allowed to wear pants or shorts, or even slacks in church. We're not also allowed to wear rubber shoes [because it's not a formal thing when paired with a skirt,ayt?]. We are not allowed to have relationship with the unsaved, not because we are racist-like people, but because it's what the Bible says, to not be unequally yoked with unbelievers. Everything was implanted in my mind and heart, and I know that those things are what other people sees in us, and it has 2 opposite implication to them, first is, they don't want to attend in a church like mine because we are too strict. Second, they would find it beneficial because discipline is being applied.

Then, suddenly, a problem arose, a major problem. We we're like leaves being driven away by the winds. We don't know where to go, until we found a new church near our place. We went there, and as I observe, they are not as strict as my previous churches. But even though they're not super strict, I still can't wear pants or shorts during church services, not because I don't have pants [because I really don't have pants] but because I don't find it to be the right clothing in meeting my Master and Saviour. Hey, I'm not against those people who wears pants in the church. I'm just not used to that thingy. Also, it's written in the Bible that we should wear proper clothing when entering the place of worship, though i cannot state here what verse it is because i cannot recall the exact verse in the Bible. Then, i had the chance to have unsaved suitors because they're not that strict when it comes to that matter, but then and still, God said in 2 Corinthians 6:14 "Be ye not unequally yoked with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness?"

Again, I didn't mean to degrade someone or anyone. I just want to thank God for teaching me those things. If not because of Him, my life would probably be a total mess. I am glad that I was saved, in spite of the trials and problems that I am encountering, because I know that everything comes with a purpose. I may not see it clearly for now, but I know that God's plan is the perfect and best plan that must be fulfilled in my life.

I love you, Lord Jesus! Thank you for saving my life. I owe you everything, my Master.

♥ Ahnne ♥